Quick update

Not much new to tell, except that summer is here and all the kids seem to be enjoying themselves so far. We have been waiting on some nicer weather to get to the parks more often, but hopefully that will be coming this next week.

I'm doing okay. Still struggling against this unrelenting fatigue that makes me want to sleep all day. It makes it difficult to concentrate on anything except just laying there like a vegatable. I'm hoping it will ease up soon.

We are considering the idea of me going to Eastern Washington for two weeks and then the family joining me for the last week. We want to see if some of my issues are related to the high levels of mold in Western Washington. But, I think if it is the cause of some of these issues I need to be out of here for a significant amount of time to see if my body responds one way or another. So, I'm working on how we will make that happen. It's incredibly stressful for me to be away from the kids for even a few days so this is something we aren't taking lightly. It's just one of the last things that we haven't tried yet to see if it helps my healing process.

I feel like I'm in a major holding pattern right now which is hard. It's one of those times in my life that I really don't know what the next steps should be, but I just know I need to stand still until God makes my path clear. I've been meditating on Isaiah 30:21 "Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ear will hear a voice behind you saying, 'This is the way; walk in it.'"

So, as I wait I'm still walking through different doors trusting that God will show me as I move in one direction or the other what it is we should do next. It is a bit of an oxymoron to wait and still move forward. But, its a matter of the heart. My spirit is one of waiting and watching. But I'm also doing what my part is from a human perspective while waiting on God to do his part from a supernatural perspective. It's all we can do right now. I just know He is faithful. I know there is healing for me on this side of heaven.